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Shattering love

I wish for my love

To be addictive

Drowning in feeling

But it’s not just me

Synchronical swimming

Gone terribly wrong

Two simple bodies

Floating in wonders

Of life’s greatest creation

My love must be seductive

Grasping by the throat

With an invisible eternal claw

Pulling me closer

Towards a common goal

Opening more

Than two eyes meet

Entirely shattering

My dreams of reality

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It’s seven in the morning

I could be home but instead I’m here

And what difference does it make

With faces rushing uncontrollably

They didn’t ask for no Christmas

They didn’t get you the presents

Instead there’s time

Isn’t that what you needed

Chairs have a meeting with the sky

She doesn’t care if I don’t

She doesn’t want me to worry

As I keep looking for signs of red hotel

I may not know for the why

I fall in love way too easily

Maybe it’s just cause I try

Avoid the grasps of eternity

I wouldn’t have to believe

You shouldn’t ask me to see

I’ll only do as you please

Why are you being such a tease

It triggers me to feel

And blind I don’t want to be

Just tell me

Shouldn’t we be more than the eye meets

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Reflecting

I tried to capture the moon again

But it was pictured as a reflection

Two girls standing in

I’m smiling and waving

But they seemed so confused

I’m alone at the table

They open the door

I’m left feeling funny

With both sliding past me

I’m only just a shadow

But I still try and reach them

And eventually there’s an answer

Turns out it was the moon

Reflecting upon me

What a wicked way to show

The two different sides of me

Dancing in the moonlight

Like an art of dark cabaret

At first I thought to draw a line

Towards the one that’s drawn to me

But then I felt a stronger pulse

From one that’s now a part of me

I couldn’t be unfaithful

And I couldn’t be so free

So me I stayed for one more day

No matter what’s the consequence

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It disgusts me to the gut and beyond

How these leftovers

Of what used to be a child

Just another newborn soul

Dare to show themselves to the whole world

Spitting words so easily

As if they hadn’t just killed

A whole town of innocent people

I’m too weak to watch it

I’ll admit it once and for all

I can’t stand another minute

Of this absolute nonsense

Following the cold news

Looking at those merciless faces

Explaining their inexplicable actions

As if there were any logical answers

To a forever lasting war

Excruciating pain and a motherless child

Fathers digging their own grave

Follow the money they say

Well I might just as well

Follow my gut straight into hell

Cause we all know very well

Their word means less than shit in a toilet

Now I’m not saying

That we all should be depressed

But I do think it’s a good time

To stop asking for faked happiness

As if I hadn’t seen all the footages

As if I couldn’t feel all the fatalities

Of the brainwashed cold killers

Feeling as if they’re some sort of heroes

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Here I am once again

Waiting for the night full of dreams

To bring back the morning sun

And shed some light over my soul

I’ve tried for too long

To keep myself down

I can’t do that no more

As I was born for the sky

They want to keep us apart

And we’ll let them

Cause we both know well enough

That there’s nobody better

They may play with our hearts

And perception of mind

But they cannot force us

In committing a crime

So bear with me my darling

And enjoy the show

As I keep unraveling their mistakes

In all of what’s been told

Perhaps then they might learn

That our love is not to be messed with

Perhaps then they’ll understand

That we’re in a league of our own

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Well if this is the game

You have chosen to play

As long as it’s sane, I must tell you

Are in the wrong battlefield

There’s an immense amount of ways

In which you may enlighten yourself

To see beyond the pain

Of those who fell beyond the pulse

I wouldn’t trust a thought

If a life depended on it

But I will go with a feeling

As long as it feels right

Oh, and I was born left handed

How could I ever feel correct

So I don’t and I won’t

Ask that of you anymore

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What am I

I’m just a piece of meat, bones and water

Walking down the street

Not that much different

From all the other blokes you’ll meet

I won’t talk much unless asked

Or provoked to do so

I will not tell or yell

Without an honorable cause

I will not fight

I can talk, answer and fall

But I will not fight again

I’d rather die then

Fighting leads to nothing

Only dead bodies laying around

And broken pieces of people

Cleaning the aftermath

All this proves

Is I’m a human animal

And humanity is what we need

So I’m keeping that beast in me

As I can’t change who I was born into

But I can choose which way to grow

I will not die for a lie

So truthfulness is My hope that lasts

To comply with the nature and it’s beings

To harness the blasts from my past

And turn them into beauty

Step by step

Into a humane humanity

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Seven clumsy elephants in the zoo

Which one will trash the store

And which is the Dambo

You can tell by his ears!

It’s the ears, I’m telling you!

But is it his ears or fears

That will tell you the story

Of a little lost elephant

In a zoo full of immigrants

Telling him where to go

When they themselves

Seem so capable in

effortlessly crossing the lines

He wouldn’t dare to try

Risking his life for a better one

So you will surely be able to see

But not in his eyes, ears or presence

In his love you might, however

How he will address everyone in the room

With a ton of long telegrams

Just to be the truest of fools

In these charades of concrete jungle

Yes, We’re all on a parade!

And the elephants are carrying us!

But who will be brave enough

To address them in cold comfort

Beyond the signs of mortals

Staring right into a newborn eye

Yes, there’s is a portal

That is entirely totaled

To an end of a new beginning

And a start of an old end

Who is that child

Is he here, has he grown up

Or only just pretending

Putting a step on another

To be entering the never ending

Story of existence

But it won’t matter you know

Cause the elephant in the room

Has been addressed before already

Regardless what fears the elephant shows

Or the length from his ears to the toes

There should be a presence that’s known

Not by the eye, ear or a finger

But true gentleman’s hunger

After years of empty meals

Held hostage but safe in the zoo

But as the elephant grows

There’s a process, that’s painfully long

The bones grow larger

Flow of the walk heavier

And there ain’t much to be done

To ease the pain, in fact

The more action is taken

The further in agony he flows away

Because the skeleton will need space

So you must give it to him

Unless you want to get rid of him

The chain won’t hold forever

And after breaking it

There’s no way of turning back

As the elephant starts running

It will reach speeds similar to a car

And if you have ever seen an elephant

Then you would know

Elephants never turn back

How could they

Once the movement forward

Has been initiated

With such ferocious power

You don’t want the elephant

To come back marching at you

So just let him go